Tuesday, August 25, 2009

I want to be well.

I'm hungry. It seems a little bit absurd not to be eating when I have a refrigerator full of my favorite foods and a debit card and a car that can take me anywhere i want to eat.

I'm fasting. I'm fasting from food in the hopes that I can make myself well again. I've been sick for too long and I know it's because I haven't been taking enough time for myself or doing what I need for me.

It's day 2, this is the hump to get over. If I can make it today I can make it I think. I really think I can. I'll do a gradual return to food. Slowly surely.